Counting Down the New Year

2:07AM. Layin in the bed. Once again taking stock of my life. Go figure. Well I guess its more appropriate than most times, being it New Years Eve. So what's the plan than yeah? Well.....not sure. Naturally out of the traditions laid down upon us from the generations past I need to make some for of "resolution." Well I did have one, kind of one left over from this year, although it was a one or the other deal. Instead of getting a tattoo I got me kitty, Tiny Iota. I think the better choice for the time. So that leaves this year with, well, the tattoo. So that, budget willing, will happen within January. So what exactly do I expect to keep to this coming year. Honestly I've no clue. I guess I should focus more. I've got so much going for me now. Upcoming job promotion, film projects rolling in. I need to indulge more in my starving creative side, skip town more often. I've got a wonderful girl, should probably not screw that one up, although this one is pretty hard too. Honestly life is pretty good right now.

I think back to what I had set out for myself few years ago after high school. By 25 to be well off (i.e. financially stable) and know within my own community (i.e. people know my name in my industry and so forth) and along a few other goals I'm pretty much there. I make decent money as is, with the promotion i will be on top of the world with that, I won a regional award within my company, I've met several people who I've never met who know who I am, it's fantastic really.

Yeah, even though I've worked my ass of to get where I am now I see this year as an accomplishment year, and this coming year as a focus year. I'm on top of my game, and my ego has grown with it a bit. Seriously I'm the man in my own right at work. I dunno, we'll see, definitely time to focus and rekindle some of those old favs like playing music and so forth. I'd say loose wait or something cheesy like that but I'm already working on that, being back in the gym and so forth. So we'll see, I've got a great girl, great friends, great job, great potential and I think a year of near agonizing lonelyness and doing nothing but work and drink was a good thing after all.